||[07 Jul 2005|12:00pm]
well, let me recount anything that has happened lately. hmmm....... yesterday i went and shot fireworks with lauren, paige, and daniel david. me and paige got into a fight in krystals and broke the baby changer. then today i played katamari damacy and won. lauren and trevor came over and ate lasagna with me. then we watched the rocky horror picture show beacuse trevor had never seen it. i have to work tomorrow from 6 am till 11 pm.....>< all i have to do is remind myself of the money and the prospect of getting a car. well i am going to go and try to go to sleep.
||[18 Jun 2005|12:23am]
oh god, last night was crazy, we almost all got arrested for underage drinking. ok we all went down to satans beach. this included myself, lauren, paige, trevor, kris, gary, megan, and ryan. ok trevor, mandy, and sheena had went and got the alcohol. we had three packages of smirnoff, a bottle of vodka, and two bottles of gin. so danielle, keisha, and, and matt come down. they stay for a while, everyone is having a good time. well gary is going to go pick up chelsea and matt decides to leave with them. they get to gary's jeep and then the police show up and start running tag numbers. we try and hide all the booze but some of it gets left out and the cops see it. thats when we all go into oh god dammit mode.so they start asking questions and stuff and finally we were like yeah we were drinking. so they ask where it came from and trevor takes one for the team and tells them that he brought it from his house. so the cops start asking everone their ages and i thought since i am 18 that i was about to go to jail. Keisha is the one that saved our asses, she knew the female cop. praise jesus. so we were all like why did yall come down here and they said that someone had called in and been like there are a bunch of drunk kids down here. so the male cop ask the other one what he thought they should do with us and she said that he was going to let the 18 year ols and up stay but the minors would have to go home, and that they were going to give them a field sobriety test and then call their parents. well long story short, they didn't do that. as soon as they got back to their cars they told them just to go home and we didn't get in trouble either. oh before that when the cops were telling the minors to leave and get there stuff together, i went to help lauren with her stuff and to conspire. but everythign turned out ok, so i am still alive.
|I hate the sand
||[31 May 2005|10:54am]
|| there is sand everywhere >
Well, i just got back from camping and i realize that i have a hatred for sand. there is sand in everything i own, and when i mean everything i mean it. so first lauren and paige came to get me, and then we met gary at the movie gallery and went to hibbits so he could get a hat. i let him have a buck so he could get it. then, we went to the dollar tree and got supplies and then we went to taco bell and ate. we picked up trevor and then went to get clay. its cool riding with gary because he yells at everyone..lol... and i don't have to listen to n'snyc. we rondezvoused at my house and then went to the camp. we set up everything and then team blue went and got supplies. we finally got our smirnoff and made tacos. then we were like you wanna go swimming and we did. (this is at like 10:00 and then we got out into the water and we were like......."lets skinny dip....", so we did. well we got out and we were naked with towels wrapped around us sitting around the fire when gary and matt pull up. (gary left when the tacos and booze ran out earlier). so we hurry and get clothes on and i end up going with gary and matt to get dip. on our way back matt climbs on top of the jeep, and how the boy is still alive, i don't know. then we decided to skinny dip again...so matt and gary left...lol..then jade, kris, nick, and matt come hang out for a while and then they left. then me and mandy go to bed.. but can't sleep..so we just sit there talking...then when i do get to sleep..it sucks...there's sand everywhere...>_<...we wake up at like 10 and get everything together and haul ass out of there. so i am home and about to go take a shower cause i am grodey and nasty....and i have sand everywhere..and i am sick ::cough cough::
||[25 May 2005|11:50pm]
BODY: x: name = Carrie
:x: piercings = ears
:x: tattoos = none yet
:x: height =5' 7"
:x: hair color = red and black
:x: siblings = 1
:x: movie you rented = can't remember
:x: movie you bought = The Grudge
:x: song you listened to = rape me - nirvana
:x: song that was stuck in your head = helena
:x: CD you listened to = GreenDay
:x: person that's called you = mandy
:x: show you've watched = fear factor
:x: person you were thinking of = trevor..I was talking to him
:x: you have a crush on some1 = Johnny Depp...Maynard.
:x: you wish you could live somewhere else = *nods*
:x: you think about suicide = no
:x: you think others find you attractive = i don't know
:x: you want more piercings = hell yes
:x: you like cleaning = -_-
:x: you like roller coasters = yes
:x: you write in cursive or print = both
FOR OR AGAINST...
:x: long distance relationships = for
:x: using = the hell
:x: suicide = it's the easy way out.
:x: killing people = for
:x: teenage smoking = no
:x: driving drunk = against
:x: gay/lesbian relationships = for
:x: soap operas = agianst
:x: ever cried over a girl = no
:x: ever cried over a boy = no
:x: ever lied to some1 = all the time
:x: ever been in a fist fight = fight club bitches
:x: shampoo do you use = dove
:x: shoes do you wear = boots and flip flops
:x: are you scared of = spiders
:x: of times I have been in love = none
:x: of times I have had my heart broken = 0
:x: of people I would classify as true, could trust with your life= 1--me
:x: scars on my body = damn..like 20
:x: of things in my past that I regret? = nothing....everything happens for a reason.
DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...
:x: pretty? = maybe
:x: funny? = I guess
:x: hot? = right now the ac is off...so I know I am
:x: friendly? = kinda
:x: amusing? = mosdef
:x: ugly? = no
:x: loveable? = a little
:x: caring? = I love no one..except jim morrison,,my cat
:x: dorky? = yes
:x: word = hardcore
:x: actor/actress = Johnny Depp
:x: band = Tool
:x: cartoon = naruto
:x: cereal = fruity pebbles
:x: chewing gum = Pina Colada
:x: colour(s) = black and blue
:x: day of week = Saturday
:x: jello flavor = strawberry
:x: jewellery = class ring and earrings
:x: least fave day = sunday
:x: movie = rocky horror picture show
:x: trampolines or swimming pools = swimming pools
:x: do you believe in love at first sight? = yes
:x: do you want children one day & if so, how many? = yes and I want 3
:x: nickname(s) = C-chan
:x: initials = c.k.p.
:x: how old do you look? = I don't know
:x: how old do you act? = many ages
:x: glasses/contacts?= neither ..about to get some contacts
:x: what makes you happy? = planning out the deaths of those I don't like. >3
:x: what upsets you? = really stupid people
FINISH THE SENTENCE...
:x: I love = the night
:x: I have a crush on = maynard
:x: I miss = the old days
:x: I hope = everything turns out ok
:x: I'm annoyed by = people who think they know it all
:x: I am = weary
:x: I want to be = successful
:x: I would never = betray my friends
:x: I'd rather be = somewhere else
:x: I am tired of = typing
:x: I will always be = a girl
HAVE YOU EVER...
:x: thought you were going to die = a couple of times
:x: flunked a grade = no
:x: skipped a grade = no
|After the trip
||[23 May 2005|07:52pm]
Well I am back from the camping trip and I am sun burnt....I hate le sun. So we had a really good time. It was me, Lauren, Mandy and then Marie, Trevor, and Gary all hung out at different times. I made tacos. I have 1337 skills. So after Trevor left we all went to sleep. It was like 1:00 and then we woke up at 5:10...I tried to make pancakes...but failed. Oh well, we had hardy's. mmm...mmm...good. Then we swam...it was icky. Lauren left, but I was asleep and didn't even know it. Then later in the day me and Mandy left because it was so f-ing hot. So we came back to my house and she took some quizzes. I fell asleep for a while and then she woke me up to tell me that she was leaving. I was too tired to walk her to the door.
Then today I get a call from ITT tech and schedule a visit for the 31st. I tell Dave and Joann and then all of a sudden its a bad decision. I want to go into Digital Entertainment and game design, and they think that I won't go anywhere. All I have ever heard from them is "We want you to do something that you will be happy with." Now its "You have to do something we will be happy with." I have already researched this and this is what I am going to do.
||[19 May 2005|10:51pm]
?? Which Alcoholic Drink Are You ??
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You have a mysterious kiss. Your partner never
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this creates great excitement and arousal never
knowing what to expect. And it's sure to end
in a kiss as great as your mystery.
What kind of kiss are you?
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You are an ice princess. You are cold and
indifferent much of the time. You are
completely impossible to get close to, even
those who do never see the real you. You are
fearless and immeasurably strong - not much can
crack through your defences. Many people are
stunned by your absolute cruelty and inability
to feel anything. If something in your life
turns out wrongly you will kill whomever you
feel is responsible. If anyone can break
through your icy exterior, they are to be
feared because you will never display any
emotion in any situation. You cannot bear to be
bettered by anyone and this makes you
exceptionally determined. You abuse your royal
power using it to any advantage you can. After
all no one can pin the blame on a member of the
royal family now can they?
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You were destined to have a Red Lightsaber.
Red is the color of fire and blood, so it is
associated with energy, war, danger, strength,
power, and determination as well as passion and
desire. You have seen the Strength and Power of
the Dark Side of the Force and have you thirst
for more of it.
What Colored Lightsaber Would You Have?
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|I made it
||[19 May 2005|10:18pm]
Well it seems that I have finally made through the 13 years that I have been in school.. now it is time to move on to ITT to get my associates in Digital Entertainment and game design. Graduation was cool...except that Ami Loftey sang...someone needs to tell her to stop for she haveth no talent. After that I got my picture taken with a billion people and then me and Mandy went and ate Chinese. Tomorrow we are going camping. Coolies. 3 of my 4 kittens died. T_T why god...they were so young..so now it is my life's mission to see that the last one loves. Well that is all for now.
|At Keri's house
||[15 May 2005|01:43pm]
Well I spent the night at Keri's house last night and I am still here. We had a pretty good time. Jon, Beth, and some of their friends came over for Beths birthday, it was fun. I showed Keri and the others my kick-ass FFX file... go me. Lets see.....we ate cake, talked, watched Keri play Fatal Frame...creepy shit. We took alot of Quizzes, and did some more shit. I was scratching my ass and tried to rub it on Harley so she threw a pillow at me, so I grabbed Keri's stuffed rabbit and rubbed it on my ass and hit her in the face with it, so then she hits me in the nose with it and my nose starts to bleed. It didn't hurt, my nose bleeds easy anyway. So..no harm done. Well thats all I have to say... It seems to me that evary time I take a quiz I get the most evil, vile, cruel, monstrosity their is for a result..Oh well I guess I am evil or hurt, or alone or some shit.
You are an
That means you are a proffessional and do your
job without mixing any emotions in it. In your
life you have probably been hurt many times and
have gotten some mental scars. This results in
you being distant from people. Though many
think that you are evil, you are not. What you
really are is a person, trying to forget your
pain and past. You are the person who never
seems to care and that is why being an assassin
fits you good. Atleast, that's what people
think. Even if you don't care that much for
your victims, you still have the ability to
care and to generally feel. It is not lost,
just a little forgotten. In crowds you tend to
not get to noticed, and dress in black or other
discrete colours. You don't being in the
spotlight and wish people would just leave you
alone. But once you do get close to someone you
have a hard time letting go and get real down
if you loose him/her.
Main weapon: Sniper
Quote: "The walls we build around
us to keep out the sadness also keep out the
joy" -Jim Rohn
Facial expression: Narrowed eyes
What Type of Killer Are You? [cool pictures]
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||[13 May 2005|11:01pm]
1. First name? Carrie
2. Were you named after anyone? Carrie - Great Grandma, Kathleen - My grandma.
3. Do you wish on stars? If I am desperate.
4. When did you last cry? .......don't know.
5. Do you like your handwriting? It'll do.
6. What is your favorite lunch meat? Turkey...
7. What is your birth date? ) 12-19
8. What is your most embarrassing CD? I guess my old Nelly CD
9. If you were another person, would you be friends with yourself? I doubt it.
10. Do you have a journal? Online.
11. Do you use sarcasm a lot? Yes.
12. What are your nicknames? Family- Carrie Cat Friends - C-Chan
13. Would you bungee jump? I already have.
14. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off? Sometimes
15. Do you think that you are strong? I don't know.
16. What is your favorite ice cream flavor? Mint Chocolate Chip.
17. Shoe Size? 8-9
18. Red or pink? Pink- blah...
19. What is your least favorite thing about yourself? My inability to get anywhere on time.
20. Who do you miss most? No one.
21. Do you want everyone you sent this to, to send it back? I stole it haha..
22. What color pants and shoes are you wearing? No shoes and I am wearing a skirt.
23. What are you listening to right now? Tool
24. Last thing you ate? Chinese
25. If you were a crayon, what color would you be? Midnight Blue.
26. What is the weather like right now? Night time
27. Last person you talked to on the phone? Keri.
28. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex? The way they carry themselves.
29. Do you like the person who sent this to you? I stole it..but I like the person I stole it from.
30. Favorite Drink? Orange Juice.
31. Favorite Sport? Baseball
32. Hair Color? Natural or current????
33. Eye Color? Depends on what I wear.
34. Do you wear contacts? No
35. Favorite Foods? Chicken and Rice. Grilled Cheese Sandwich, and Ramen Noodles.
36. What was the last movie you watched? La Blue Girl
37. Favorite Day Of The Year? December 22
38. Scary movies Or Happy Endings? Scary Movies
39. Summer or Winter? Winter
40. Hugs OR Kisses? Hugs
41. What Is Your Favorite Dessert? Ice Creame
42. Who's most likely to respond? dunno
44. Living Arrangements? My parents and brother
45. What book are you reading? Several...Sabriel, Choke, and memoirs of a Geisha.
46. What is on your mousepad? A Cheeta
47. What Did You Watch Last night on TV? .......Nothing
48. Favorite Smell? Vanilla
49. Favorite Sounds? Rain. Bells and Chimes....the screams of the innocent
50. Rolling Stones or Beatles? Thats a tuffie.....Beatles
51. What's the farthest you've been from home? Germany
52. How bad DO these emails annoy you? I stole it.
||[11 May 2005|11:14pm]
Wow, it sure has been a long time since I have updated. I have been really busy lately, and really don't have time to write. Well, lets see whats new... I went to prom and Keri was my date. I had a good time, I cussed out Clay for pouring water on Lauren, and then that night I slept in a bed with Lauren, Chelsea, Ryan(he's gay). Yeah it was crazy man. But...we all looked good, except for a couple of people that didn't look right in their dresses. I also kept putting shit in Ivy's hair..at one point Heather took some of it out and then I put it back in and told her that I would fucking kill her if she took it out again. we have decided what we are going as when we go to the convention. First Day- Naruto Keri - Sasuke, Lauren - Sakura, Aerin - Itachi, Me- Hinata, Mandy - Ino or Temari. Clay -most likely Kiba, but we might make him goes as Naruto...we need one. Also, Hey Rachael, if you read this and you want to go with us then you can. Second Day - Final Fantasy - Lauren - X Yuna, Keri- Paine, Me- Rikku, Mandy- X-2 Yuna, Aerin- Auron, Clay -Wakka. Third day - free day. Me- Darcia. I have finally decided where I am going to go to school. In have decided on ITT. I am going to go to Keri's tomorrow and make her put my Black Highlights in. I am also getting the very tips of my hair dyed black. I think it will go good with my hair. And if it doesn't then I can just dye all of my hair black. Either way I win. Well thats all I have to say for now.
||[29 Apr 2005|01:50am]
Ok so it's like 1:30 and I am up and updating my journal. I haven't been updating as frequently as I wish I could. Well lets see....what has happened lately? I got my prom dress. I had it made for me. It is Midnight blue and strapless, and it fits perfectly. I got my hair colored. It's really dark..not black though. It might not be really dark, I'm just not used to seeing myself with this hair color so......
Prom is this Saturday. I am taking Keri and Lauren is taking Clay. I think I am going to try and hitch a ride with Amber. I was going to ride with Mandy and Ivy. Let me elaborate a little more. Mandy was going to drive, and Ivy was going to ride with her. So I asked if it was ok if me and Keri could ride with her and she said yeah. Well her mom told her she couldn't drive and got them a limo. The limo is $200. If me and Keri go with them it'll be 50 bucks a piece. If I would be with them the whole night it would be fine, however, Ivy and Mandy don't want to eat at the Olive Garden, they want to eat at this Pizza parlor. We have had the Olive Garden planned forever and a year, and then they want to go there. Ok then after prom they are going home. We have had the idea of getting a hotel room forever, we're going there for the after party. I think Ivy doesn't want to go because there is going to be alcohol. So what is the use of riding with them if I have to change all of my plans? Hell no! So if they want to get the limo and pay $100 bucks a piece for one night then let them go ahead and do it. I'll be damned if I am changing what i have had planned for 4 months just because Ivy and Mandy want to go home. So ima going to see if i can hitch a ride with Amber.
|I can't stop >_
||[18 Apr 2005|10:25pm]
I can't stop playing with the stupid anti-bacterial germ-x stuff... I keep putting on my hands. I don't know why I just do......O.O
Oh yeah I got to meet the infamous Racheal the other day. She was cool. I liked her hair. She likes Kakashi and Itachi. ^_^ they are teh pretteh. Yeah, but she was kinda quiet. I would be too if Lauren was driving and Clay was upfront with her. They are Crazeh....
Oh I am done.
||[18 Apr 2005|10:14pm]
Well I am back from Europe. I had a really good time. Don't even think I'm going to write all the shit that we did there. Well I wil write more later.
||[27 Mar 2005|03:45am]
Well, I leave tomorrow for Europe. I hope you all miss me, but most of you won't. Oh well, no suveniers for you. Well, I am leaving at like..11:00 in the mourn. Lauren was going to go with me, but she didn't want to be alone with my dad in the car alone on the way back. So it's going to be just me and Dave on the way up there. Joann made the excuse of saying that Matthew doesn't want to go, so she is going to saty here with him. I know that when I get ready to leave that she'll cry, and I'll be all like it's ok Joann. But, when I come back she and my cousin are going to pick me up.
Lauren spent the night with me and we ended up watching the grudge. It was kinda crepy, but the ending was kinda ...ok alota dumb. Lauren hated seeing the chicks face. It didn't bother me much. Well, my brain will probably incorporate the images into my dreams. I swear to god that the cat in the movie is my Jim Morrison.Well, it's really late and I have to get up kinda early so I am going to go to bed now. And if I made any mistakes in this. It's because Lauren is talking to me, and she has been the whole time I was typing this.
||[21 Mar 2005|04:49pm]
[x.] name: Carrie Kathleen Pyburn
[x.] birthday: December 19, 1986
[x.] piercings: ears.
[x.] tattoos: none
[x.] height: .5' 7"
[x.] shoe size: 7 1/2 - 81/2.
[x.] hair color: red
[x.] length: short
[x.] siblings: little brother, Matthew.
[x.] pets: dog- Macey, Cats- Jim Morrison, Evil Kitteh, Little Kitteh, and the wanna be pet. Blah Kitteh .
[x.] movie you rented: Without a Paddle.
[x.] movie you bought: Porkey's.
[x.] song you listened to: Sifl and Olly-Hellfire.
[x.] song that was stuck in your head:Dolores - Sifl and Olly.
[x.] thing you downloaded: Sifl and olly.
[x.] cd you bought: um... Tool.
[x.] you believe in online dating: no.
[x.] you want more piercings: yes.
[x.] you want more tattoos: yes.
[x.] you drink: no.
[x.] you do drugs: no.
[x.] you smoke: mm-hmm.
[x.] you like cleaning: other people's messes -no My room-yes.
[x.] you like roller coasters: Hell Yeah >_<.
[x.] you write in cursive or print: both.
[x.] you carry a donor card: no.
For or Against...
[x.] teenage smoking: yes, but what people do is none of my business.
[x.] doing drugs: no.
[x.] premarital sex: Sometimes.
[x.] driving drunk: no.
[x.] tv show: Robot Chicken.
[x.] thing in the world: kakashi.
[x.] thing to collect: kakashi memoribilia.
[x.] colors of all time: Blue, Silver, and Black.
[x.] thing to do on a rainy day : watch anime.
[x.] feeling in the world: being needed.
[x.] what perfume do you use: Cotton Blossom ?..
[x.] shoes do you wear: Boots and house shoes
[x.]what are you scared of: Spiders.
Have you ever...
[x.] ever cried over a girl/boy: no..
[x.] ever lied to someone: all the time.
[x.] Fallen for your best friend?: ... no.
[x.] Made out with JUST a friend?: no.
[x.] Been in love?: no
[x.] Cheated on someone?: no.
Who was the last person...
[x.] You touched?:Lauren
[x.] You talked to?: Lauren.
[x.] You hugged?: Can't remember the last time I hugged someone
Have you/are you/do you have...
[x.] Considered a life of crime?: yes.
[x.] Considered being a hooker? no
[x.] Considered being a pimp?: everyday.
[x.] Are you psycho?:People think I'm evil and I eat flowers.
[x.] Split personalities?: no.
[x.] Obsessive compulsive?: no.
[x.] Panic?: no..
[x.] Anxiety?: no.
[x.] Depressed?: sometimes.
[x.] Paranoid?: no
[x.] Obsessed with hate?: no.
[x.] Dream of mutilated bodies, blood, death, and gore?: basically being for real, not making a smart ass comment, this is all I dream about..
[x.] Dream of doing those things instead of just seeing them?: yes.
[x.] Understanding: yes, to a point. .
[x.] Open-minded: yeahs
[x.] Interesting: I don't think so
[x.] Hungry: no.
[x.] Friendly: I think I am an ok friendly person.
[x.] Childish: can be.
[x.] Healthy: kinda.
[x.] Difficult: a little.
[x.] Thirsty: no.
x.] Responsible: yes
[x.] Sad: kinda.
[x.] Happy: sometimes
[x.] Trusting: yes.
[x.] Talkative: kinda.
[x.] Lonely: .. yeah..
[x.] Own a webcam? no.
[x.] Ever gonna get off the computer?:when I die.
[x.] Current Clothes:wife-beater, black pants, socks
[x.] Current Mood: ok-kinda.
[x.] Current Taste: orange soda.
[x.] Current Hair: down.
[x.] Current Annoyance: I have a headache.
[x.] Current Smell: incense.
[x.] Current thing you ought to be doing: source cards.
[x.] Current Book: .. many..
[x.] Current DVD In Player: um.. nothing?
[x.] Current Refreshment: Sunpop
[x.] Current Worry:nothing.
[x.] Current Crush: none.
[x.] Long or short hair? no preference.
[x.] Dark or blond hair? dark.
[x.] Tall or short? taller than me.
[x.] Ms./mr. Sensitive or Ms./mr. Funny?: both.
[x.] Good boy/girl or bad boy/girl? both..
[x.] Dark or light eyes? either one.
[x.] Pierced or no? I don't care
[x.] Chocolate milk or hot chocolate? Chocolate Milk
[x.] McDonalds or Burger King? Neither.
[x.] Marry the perfect lover or the perfect friend? perfect lover.
[x.] Sweet or sour? sweet.
[x.] Root Beer or Dr. Pepper? dr. pepper.
[x.] Sappy/action/comedy/horror? horror,action, comedy.
[x.] Cats or dogs? Both
[x.] Ocean or Pool? doesn't matter.
[x.] Cooler Ranch or Nacho Cheese? nacho cheese.
[x.] Mud or Jell-O wrestling? Jello.
[x.] With or without ice-cubes? without.
[x.] Rain or shine? Rain
[x.] Winter/Spring/Summer/Fall? Winter.
[x.] Vanilla or Chocolate? don't care.
[x.] Gloves or mittens? gloves.
[x.] Eyes open or closed? Doesn't matter
[x.] Fly or breathe under water? fly
[x.] Bunk-bed or waterbed? bunk bed. .
[x.] Chewing gum or hard candy? hard candy.
[x.] Motor boat or sailboat? either one.
(*). Fave number(s): 13
(*). Number of times you've kissed or been kissed:a couple..
(*). Number of times you've made out with someone: never
(*). If you play any sports, what is(are) your number(s)?
(*). Number of times you've read the Bible all the way thru: none.
(*). Date of birth: 13/19/86
(*). Year you graduate: 2005
(*). How many songs do you know by heart? a lot
(*). Number of times you eat out per week: ...maybe 1 sometimes.
(*). How long do you usually spend online on an average per day (thru out the day)?differentiates.
(*). How long does it usually take you to fall asleep on an AVERAGE night? a long time. I usually just lay and think.